She's just an idiot, an idiot with a strong heart.

#All right mate?

2012-01-28T00:16:00.006+08:00

So the first week of the holiday has been err almost a productive one. o.0 minus the sleeping hours. Nothing much, lazying around the house, waking up at 2 pm sigh, get on youtube to watch vids I never thought I'd watch, checking on the BB for every minute, well it pretty much sound like a bloody monster conquering the house, innit. Oh yah, I've been busy rapping too. Yeah, rap as in rapping to the songs. Ehehehe. Astro's been a boring channel these days, nothing more than a set of repetitious shows. Which I hate because everytime I try to sit infront of the telly to watch something, my brother will be like "Nanti dia ulang laahh" Sod off. Yeah.

But lucky me, I have the best companion ever, meet her hihi.

Hello, my name is Mila Kumis, I'm 1 year old, I'm from Brit-ain. Har har dream on. I don't really know her kind of breed, the doc told me that she's like a mixed breed persian and err whatever engko duduk dlm family melayu jugak. Takda makna ngko mix ke apa. She's been sick lately, poopoop 10 times a day, rejected her meals. Really giving me a hard time.

And when I'm knackered, I roll on the bed and make faces to my master so that she might fancy getting me tonnes of ikan goreng. Wikiki again, dream on. What a stonking tummy there, Mila. You might want to consider some diet plans.

Oh yes, I've been eating like a cow these days. And right now my tummy is growling. I'm gonna stuff myself with nasik, and might as well make a cup of milo hihi. What's with the hihi? Cut it. Cheerio! :)

Hashtag Melaka!

2012-01-24T04:10:00.006+08:00

They finally succeeded, they finally made it. The plan has been on for months and they finally made it to Melaka last Friday. I'm so happy to have you guy here in my hometown, it's like a sense of satisfaction you know? I got to show you places you have never been to, Azira especially. This is her first time ever in Melaka. Remember, what happens in Melaka, stays in Melaka. *evilsmirk. Too bad, Aqim couldn't join us. Next time okay, worry not, they will come back again, tagging along with them, Ira! ;)

Kids having a good time in an awesome vintage Coffee House ;)

HAPPY KID 1 YANG SAMPAI HATI BUAT BUAT TIDOQ TIME KITE & ZIRA PILLOW TALK :'(

HAPPY KID 2 DENGAN POSE MAKAN LABAH LABAH YG SEBENAQNYA KALAU LABAH LABAH BETOI DIA ORANG FIRST LARI BALIK LOQSTAQ.

HAPPY KID 3 YANG TIAP KALI AMIK GAMBAQ DUK BUAT POSING STAI GLAM.

My favourite. Happy Kid baju biru skirt hitam yang yang.. :">

Eh eh hang pun ada? Hang happy kid no limabelas yang satu hari nanti aku nak train jalan jauh jauh tanpa penat!
Teheeeehee, thank you for joining us! :)

What do all these people have in common? They are all from Kedah. Anam's from Baling, Azira from AloqStaq and Zalila, from Kulim. Not to forget the Jitra abiang. See how Kedah people love me so much? Hew hew. Next time we go other place pulak okay? No, not Aloq Staq, Baling, or Kulim, and not even Jitra.

No, k bye! xoxo

#Happy 21st

2012-01-20T16:51:00.000+08:00

So 21 years have passed in my life. Not only that I'm no longer in my teen age, I'm now 21. When I was a kid, maybe 10 years ago, I asked myself where am I in the next 10 years time, what will I look like, and what will I be like. Exaggerate much I tell you. You know, when were young we thought we are going to be very different when we reach our mature age, the way we think, the way we handle things. One thing that I'm very sure is, we don't really change. I don't think my whole attitude has changed, in terms of how I treat people, how I sort things. Nah. So 21 years have passed, I wish I'm still 16 T.T

Just an advice from a 21 year old lady, don't take your life too serious nor too relax Problems, obstacles, they come and go, treat them well, they'll leave sooner or later. We know ourselves better, nobody knows us better than we do. Mungkin ada benda yang orang lain ada, kita tak ada. Tapi fikirkan apa yang kita ada, tapi orang lain tak ada. Got it? Count ya blessings, you'll know how much god loves you. Thank you mom, without you, I won't be here, I love you. I'm blessed with beautiful people around me. Alhamdulillah, I thank god for the lovely family, bestfriends and the sweetest gift, him :)

So parents were busy with work on my birthday, and my siblings all off to school sobs. I already got an early birthday gift from papa, the TyraBanks, and a life time gift from Mom. Not much a celebration. Nasib baik Amau Powan ada hihi. Tapi awak jahat, satu hari sebelum birthday, saja kan carik gaduh? Huh!

Omelnya kad ni sayang. Ye, memang ni hari jadi ke 7 pun T.T. Siap ada buat bentuk love pakai liquid, dengan ada love highlight highlight kat dalam. Hihihi tak sangka hang reti buat comel jugak nohh!

Ni namanya pose menganjiang cara aku senyum! Ini makannyaaaaaaa watchiaaaa!!

So thanks for the day and the "11 months and what-day-aa". Thank you for the meal, the mostbangang movie we ever watched together (-_-) and and, thank you so very the much for the gift, which is unexpected lah jugak hihi. Terima kasih sebab ada dengan saya sepanjang masa. Terima kasih sebab sabar dengan saya, awak ada lah antara perkara terbaik yang pernah berlaku dalam hidup saya selama 21 tahun ni. Geli tak? Ok dah.

My mom got married to my dad when she was 21 and when I look at myself today, errr like seriously getting married at the age of 21? Oh myy. Okay bye, thank you for all the good wishes! God bless yall! xoxo

#The tenth

2011-12-28T02:26:00.002+08:00

Look at the right column, down there, what does it say?

Happy 10 months,

I miss you, my shining moon.

It's you, it has always been you.

#Slippery slope

2011-12-21T04:24:00.008+08:00

19th December 2011, you are officially one of my worst days ever.

I was totally broke, and penniless. Had a silly fight with the boyfriend, was in an unstable state with people around me, screwed my bel presentation, and the worst part, I almost got hit by a car on a super fast lane highway. Thank god, if I moved even an inch from the divider, I would be.. I don't know where. My fault, my mind was flying somewhere else, it left the brain so the body failed to react. I didn't foresee any danger until I heard a tettttttttttttttttttttttttt honk sound and zapps! The side mirror passed the right side of my waist. Luckily I was able to gain my stability and stood still. People around stared at me, and gave me that what-a-silly-girl face :( Alhamdulillah, nothing happened to me.

#lesson learned, cross carefully, not only with your eyes, but make sure you carry your brain along.

#Abcdefcuk

2011-12-16T12:36:00.004+08:00

It has always been the best feeling. Spent the night at my gegirls' crib. Cewah grib gitu. What a nice surprise from me kan last night? Zalila zainal, you know it's your precious birthday gift ever, the moment the door swung opened and you saw me, aww. Its been a while since our last sleepover party woo woo. Haha. I'm so fucked up and miserable these days, and this is exactly what I need. Something to help me forget about the recent occurrence, if not much, a little.

Abcdefcuk; It's not wrong to doubt or to question me, but please use the best manner your mom has taught you. I'm sure you're good at searching and using the right words when you speak. No need to use such tone and expressions when you talk to me.

She will be loved

2011-12-14T14:30:00.003+08:00

Look for the girl with a broken smile,

ask her if she wants to stay a while,

and she will be loved.

"Wow you can really sing. Is there anything else I don't know about you?"

:)

#Hati

2011-12-12T17:49:00.004+08:00

Kenapa setiap kali aku kuatkan hati aku, setiap kali itulah perit yang terpaling perit datang? Kenapa bila semuanya semakin hampir, tiba - tiba semuanya lenyap, hancur, runtuh, dalam sekelip mata? Hati, kuatkanlah dirimu, hari esok lebih penting.

Peanut butter to my jelly

2011-12-12T02:45:00.011+08:00

My saviours. They are the ones who save my weekend, always. They are the ones who would kidnap me for hours to get me out of the house for the sake of meeting ups, gossipings, and maybe even just for a lunch together. Though I don't get to see them as much as I used to when we were in Kedah, but well, distance doesn't matter, and thank you for being so concern. These are the people who never get tired of my lame stories, never get bored to ask if my relationship is going well, never failed to listen to my never-ends stupid crap (Please don't inbox me telling that you guys actually bosan), and thank you for being there for me when I have no one. Its been 2 years. Stand by me always, lovely people.

Kadang - kadang saya geram sebab Ira Genevieve suka lambat pergi kelas, bangun lambat tapi sempat pakai contact lens dan eyeliner masa kat Merbok. Kadang - kadang saya menyirap bila Zalila Zainal suka moody tiba - tiba, one ultimate emohead here. Kadang - kadang saya rasa kecil hati bila Azira Hafiza tak ajak saya makan dekat Merbok dulu. Tapi selalu saya suka bila Ira Genevieve tak pernah bosan nak bercerita tentang cinta giteww. Tapi selalu saya suka bila Zalila Zainal sentiasa sokong saya dalam apa jenis pergaduhan, dan selalu saya suka bila Azira Hafiza mesej saya tanya "Yayunxx kau okay tak niewww? Heee". Bajet baby sangat ah?!

Dalam dunia ni, mustahil untuk kita mencari orang yang betul - betul sempurna untuk dijadikan sahabat. Mungkin ada sahabat yang nampak pada mata kasarnya seorang yang cukup sempurna, sabar, ikhlas, pemurah, tapi mungkin setelah kita pandang dengan mata halus, ternampaklah apa yang tidak terlihat selama ini. Tapi itu tidak boleh dijadikan alasan bagi sesuatu yang kita bina itu runtuh. Manusia tidak pernah lari dari kesilapan, tiada seorang pun yang boleh berdiri tegak dan mengaku dirinya tidak pernah melakukan silap walau sekecil semut. Kekurangan dan kelebihan hak setiap manusia. Terimalah sahabat baik buruknya, mungkin ia akan kekal lebih lama. I thank god for blessing me with the kind of friend that anyone would die for.

I look good in all the photos, while u guys NEVER look good in any photos that we've taken together. Harharhar. Sorry Ira, gambar baru ni semua takda awak! And Natalia, wish you were here with us. But of course you are one of these sakai people! Hugs and kisses! Muah muah baby booooo! Mengaku lah bahawa anda yang terlibat sedang menangis teresak - esak.

Shift the future!

2011-12-11T00:18:00.007+08:00

Shift the future gaya Nissan.

I'm not a morning person, never will be, I think so. I remember my parents used to be so err annoyed with me during my school time. Because I was so liat to get up and take my bath, and they'll be like so mad waiting for me. Hoho. My brother on the other hand, is a very completely organized person. He even washed his shoes on friday after school. Like zeriously. Me? Selagi tak ahad selagi tu takkan bergerak. And years of school had taught us the skill to grab everything with the two hands in less than 10 seconds with the honk honkk sound made by our parents.

So now here we are, no more school. Final examination; the date has already been announced, and the timetable is out. It's time to shift the gear to number 5. Yeah right. Tests and more tests are coming right my way, one after another. My siblings are enjoying their school holiday to the max, and I'm struggling with my coming final examination. Sucks. Big time. Well that's the most tak best part that you get as a result of the past 4 months holiday which had caused a 360 degrees change in the calendar. Back then, December was the month of all months, the month of home sweet home. But now, ugh it's December and where are we?

CTU 4th January, MLS 8th January, Constitutional 11th January,
Torts 14th January and last but not least, Contract 16th January.
Baru habis Part 2, dan ada 4 part lagi, kalau tambah LLB ada 6 part lagi!! :O

Sweet darling

2011-12-07T01:07:00.017+08:00

Don't read if you're not the one! This is my geli geli post.

Hey you. Maybe my heart told your heart it had a parking place outside, or that we like taking walks and doing things together. Maybe our hearts have the same favorite colours and found each other that way, or maybe its because they both like sunshine best and always tell the summer to stay. Maybe your heart send my heart a secret message. Or maybe, when it comes to things like this, there are no reasons, and hearts.. well hearts just know. They say it's best to have someone who can be your lover, your bestfriend, act silly together, and joke like hell. You got it all, and I love you my sweet darling!

*Grab phone, scroll down to "<3" and hit call button*

Sedangkan pantai berubah

2011-12-06T17:34:00.000+08:00

Hari yang panas terik, jangan disangka takkan menjelma guruh dan taufan. Sedangkan pantai dan gunung boleh berubah rupanya, inikan manusia? Rutin setiap hari mandi pagi, sekali tak mandi pagi, seharian kau terasa janggal. Setiap pagi kau bangun dan kau tatap pahit lebih dari yang manis. Tapi sampai bila mampu kau tepis yang pahit? Satu hari kau nekad dan kau akan berlari tinggalkan semuanya demi sesuatu yang lebih baik, dan tiada satu pun yang akan kau bawa bersama kecuali, harapan. Harapan yang kau genggam erat. Kesimpulannya, berpeganglah kepada sesuatu seperti kau pegang sebuku sabun, tidak terlalu erat sehingga hancur bentuknya, dan tidak terlalu renggang agar ia tidak terlepas. Faham maksud aku? Mungkin kau tak faham.

Okay bye.

And also don't judge a book by reading only half of it.

2011-12-04T05:13:00.003+08:00

Don't judge a book by its cover. And also don't judge a book by reading only half of it. I thought we're supposed to act our age, and think more than that. I wonder where did I go wrong, was it something I said? Or was it something I misunderstood? If it's really because of me, then I apologize. Hell yeah you're treating me as if I'm gonna die without you. Enough, I don't wish to fix things anymore. Because you're the one trying so hard to stray away from me, and you paid zero attention to the effort I made. I'm no robot, I have feelings. We are supposed to do things together, not separately. I'm disappointed. I don't need your kind of people in my life. Perkara yang paling aku tidak gemar adalah perasaan seperti ini, rasa terhegeh - hegeh.

I thank god for showing me these true colours of life.
We don't need thousands, only one or two of the true ones would be enough.

Adios Cempaka!

2011-11-04T02:15:00.014+08:00

My goodness. Frantic days, super duper full weeks. That shall conclude my diary for the past few weeks. The bright side, test 1 for all subjects are all done. I don't expect much. (disclaimer), Interpart Mooting Competition was a great success! Congratulations mooters! Plus, the MootClub Food and Fundraising Dinner was a bombaboommb! Congrats committee :)

More pictures, err still waiting for Ellena Razif's effort to put them up on facebook.

TO-DO-LIST. (~~please note that it's TO do, not MUST do~~)

BEL assignment,
Contract assignment
CTU presentation.
Not to forget, that debat thingy.

Good bye Cempaka, see you in a week! Happy hols!

2011-10-16T14:59:00.003+08:00

Dia yang paling rapat. Kalau dia singgah Mcdonalds, dia mesti masuk bilik aku, "Ni mal beli untuk kakak." And I still remember, he went to games shop with dad and brought home 6 ps games cds and he came to me and said "Nah, mal beli" guess what, he bought The Sims for me as I once complained takda game nak main. Haha. Bila main game, aku memang lembab sikit bila game racing, and he'll help me to get through all the stages and level up. He begged me to play Empire States Allies so that I can send him free gifts. He curik curik update my status "muka kila donkey kong". Kaki merajuk, merajuk sebab aku buat rumah Sims dia buruk haarhahar. He's so busy body with my relationship, yes he is. He comments a lot whenever I'm going out for a date with the boipreng, and even suggests what to wear. He's my gang to laugh like crazy when mom terbuat lawak. He fights a lot with the other brother, and I'm always he's army. Don't grow up brother, how I wish.

When he was 8 kot. Now he's 10.

This is a random feeling I guess since home sick is so not me. But yeah, I miss my little brother, like so badly :(

Aimissyueberidei

2011-09-07T16:52:00.003+08:00

Okay mengaku, bila depan mata, itu tak kena ini tak kena, itu salah, ini salah. Ada je benda tak kena. Kalau tak berperang seminggu 7 kali tak sah. Okay mengaku, bila tak dapat dengar khabar berita dan suara untuk lebih kurang seminggu, mula lah rasa ada yang kosong. Bila tiba - tiba takda orang nak marah sebab tak makan, mula lah rasa lain. Bila tiap - tiap malam ada orang layan jiwang, tiba - tiba beberapa malam takda orang nak layan, mula lah tak senang duduk. Bila tiba - tiba wallpaper dan default photo dah bertukar, okay mengaku, I miss you monyimonyii :(

Sweet kan gf hang, Amar? balik kaihh!

Pottermore

2011-08-07T05:22:00.020+08:00

When people asked me, what the hell is this Pottermore all about? I zeriously have no idea how to explain. It's a website by JK Rowling, it's like a tribute to the fans lah kan. HP adventure, digital version. Plus plus plus, we'll see how Aunt Petunia and Uncle Vernon met and fall in love! L.W.C? (like who cares about them anyway)

They announced a special promotion called The Magic Quill and over the course of 7 days there would be a restricted number of beta invitations sent for people to get early access to the site before it launches to the public in October 2011. It is anticipated that there will be 1 million beta testers.

Each day for seven days, from 31 July to 6 August 2011 they will be placing a clue on the Pottermore homepage to help you locate The Magical Quill. But the clue will be there for just an hour lah kot. If you find it, you’ll have the chance to gain early access to Pottermore. There will be a new clue every day, and each clue will relate to a different book in the Harry Potter series. So it works this way, solve the clue and you get to register early and be one of the lucky fans to get the early access. Potter fans stayed all night just to get in!

And jyeayyhhh I managed to steal a place on Day 6! :DD The clue was there for only 30mins, nasib baik aku sedang melekat di skrin laptop dan rajin meng-refresh!

"The Magical Quill detects the birth of magical children and writes their name down in a large book."

Cewah cewah berangan haa amekau nama aku tu! Please click! Haha!

I've validated my account. So now I'm waiting IMPATIENTLY for the welcome email. Please be fast! Oh yeah, head down to http://www.universalorlando.com/harrypotter/ to feel the experience of err Hogsmeade, Hogwarts.

Entering Hogwarts haa kau! And you get to send owl posts like this one!

Har har I sent a love letter to the boiprengg and he replied this. Hahaha.

Nasib baik hang layann! Err "Amar hensem dan sangat baik" ye? Err? Wakakahahahahuehu? please shatap =.= Okay bye bye!

Selamat bersahur semua, selamat menunaikan ibadah puasa!
(Written while waiting for sahur time)

- krishna.me

Fasting month

2011-08-05T18:49:00.005+08:00

Salam Ramadhan!

Baru lepas baca blog Azira Hafiza's. Ingatkan tersalah masuk blog tadi. Hihi dah jadi Ustazah manis tak kurma blabla. Alhamdulillah! Yeayy tahun ni dapat puasa kat rumah for the whole month! Yang tak puasa penuh tahun lepas tu, boleh lah berazam bagi penuh tahun ni ye. Terutama lelaki. Nanti nak jadi Imam keluarga kan? Uhuhuk! Masa kecik kecik lain cerita. I yang baik pun pernah curik makan coklat yang wrapping warna merah tu. Omnomnomnom dapnyyee! Selain itu kaum perempuan sekalian dah bolehlah ye usha usha resipi nak buat kuih. Am so excited when it comes to cooking and baking man! Okay bye nak google resipi. Selamat berpuasa semua! Rebutlah peluang sementara masih ada di dunia :)

Ni tite denan tawan tite, Nunul yey jadi jugakk jumpe sebelum puasee!

Sekarang memang trend eh Pasar Ramadhan di shortform kan jadi Param? "Bye nak pergi Param!" Dah macam kekel je bunyinya =.=

My sad story

2011-07-19T01:13:00.010+08:00

4 days to my first Moot Competition, and now I'm lying on the bed with red spots all over my body. Demam campak ke? Okay that scares me. Sebab tak pernah kena lagi seumur hidup. Masa prelaw, the same symptoms appeared but then the spots disappeared just like that. Oh god. Oh Hannah and Bam, and their theories =.= Went to PK this afternoon, kena blood test. Also for the first time in my life. Demam campak, cacar air dan yang sewaktu dengannya are contagious, aren't there? Dangg. Been away from the moot court for two days. Haih. I miss home. I've been here in Shah Alam for nearly a month (seems like ages actually).

Haa tengok muka chicken pox time prelaw dulu! Hahahaha yucks njnkcasfx!

Okay bahasa rojak apa ni?
arghh *itchiness attacks

Twenty one candles!

2011-07-16T02:57:00.011+08:00

Dear Amar Soufwan,

Hey si bajet garang! Si bajet aku nak dengar dia nyanyi dalam kereta! Haaa. Ahah you turn 89 today! Ekeke. Semoga panjang umur, kaya raya so that kita boleh travel all around the world together nanti! Hihihi. I promise, soon as I've finished with my thingy here, I'm gonna put my wings in the air and fly to you. Hahaha =.=

Happy birthday, love. Thanks for always being there for me, you're the best! Me love you! Cepatlah balik Melaka! dah lama tak makan cendawan goreng kat Eye! :(

you have a special place in my life that you've had from the very start :)

Malam gala simply siti.

2011-07-11T01:56:00.007+08:00

Faham tak perasaan dapat tengok SITI NURHALIZA nyanyi live dekat dekat? Tak faham sudah bye. Hanya orang macam saya dan mereka sahaja yang faham perasaan ni. Berhempas pulas, bertitik peluh demi merebut tempat dalam DATC! It was such a great moment, my first time ever watching Siti's concert. Everything was fun just that part yang Ana Rafalli nyanyi sampai dua, Aizat pun sama. We were like, derr we paid for simply SITI. Not simply simply you people can go up and simply sing.

Rasanya dalam Malaysia ni, satu artis je yang saya minat. Bukan gambar di atas ye. Di atas ni Marlysa Razak, penyanyi acoustic. Cewah cewah. Hihihi. Yang di bawah ni baru artis. Yeayy! Thank you for the wonderful night, friends! RM38 so berbaloi! And all the money will be donated to Tabung Destini Anak Bangsa UITM =) p/s: Happy birthday Aqim!

We had fun and we suffer sore throat sekarang =.=

Missing you

2011-07-07T20:07:00.005+08:00

Location : Sentosa Island.

4 days away, and yeah I've been thinking about you. I don't need to show the whole world as if we're okay when we are not, at the moment. This is just in case I don't get the chance to show it to you later. Only God knows what I'm feeling right now. I miss you.

2011-07-07T00:12:00.009+08:00

Haaa berperang sakan syok kan. Nanti awak balik Melaka nanti kita sambung gaduh face to face okay. Tak lengkap hidup tak gaduh kan? Not missing you, don't worry about me. I'll have fun without you here ho yeah ho yeah! Haaaa haaaaaaa haaaaaa saya tipu. isks. Saya tau saya memang suka tak dengar cakap awak kadang - kadang, not all the time! Keras kepala, degil tapi, omel sanad! kann? Huu. I'm sooo sorry kuruih piang. You're my super something! Walaupun awak suka garang - garang ononnya! ILOVEYOU.

and I miss youuuuuu

2011-06-19T16:32:00.005+08:00

And I guess this is the moment where my luck starts to fade away.

Need to get up, won't repeat the same mistake. Peace yawll.

Looking forward to meet September.

2011-05-23T09:47:00.002+08:00

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. You just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

- tumblr

Waking up feeling like a plastic bag

2011-05-23T03:34:00.003+08:00

Blues, blues, feeling blues. I love being myself, but I hate the fact that I just can't be good enough for me and for others.

2011-05-12T02:36:00.004+08:00

Hai.

Jari rasa nak update, tapi satu input idea pun takde dalam kepala hotak I ni. I rindu. I rindu nak makan seafood dekat Umbai. Dulu bila sangap seafood boleh lah mendayung pi Gemilang cekau satu kancil bawak pi Tanjung Dawai. La ni, habaq mai mana nak carik yang sama ummph? Umbai ja laa. Ceh nak menang jugak Melaka I. Hihi. Okay kena pergi jugak bulan ni. Kena kena kena! Okay orang yang selalu baca blog I mesti mengomel, tak habis - habis I meroyan pasal nak makan tu lah ni lah. Ye. I kaki makan, I sangat sesuai jadi pengacara jalan - jalan cari makan. Harharhar.

psst, rasa macam awek kewlz pulak bila drive satria vroom vroom ni. kihkihkih :p

Roommates ONLY

2011-05-08T11:11:00.006+08:00

Hello. Assalamualaikum. Saya Rin Kamal, bukan Anwar Hadi, mahupun Mahlutfi (Yan, ini bukan untuk menaikkan rating blog, ini adalah lawak bodoh. sila gelak har har har)

Okay, laptop ni tengah panas sebab adik gua tak tau dia pergi mana, dia tinggal laptop terbukak dah berapa jam lepas main game gegirl kat laptop gua yang antik ni. Dan yeah, saya baru bangun tidur, Alhamdulillah diberikan lagi peluang untuk hidup. Malam semalam tidur nyenyak disulami mimpi yang tak pernah logik selepas puas bertengkar lengkar berperang perong dengan boipren. Dah puas berperang, akhirnya kata putus, tidur lagi best. Hur hur bak gelak beliau.

Okay okay, atcelii post ini adalah tribute untuk ex-roommies saya sepanjang semester satu, di Kolej Mawar UiTM Shah Alam. Haa sukew lettew kie-bah, safwahmarwah dan eling. Hari pertama sampai Mawar, beratur punya beratur, dari jauh dah nampak dah makcik mokmok yang mencabar kesabaran gua. Isk sampai dekat kaunter registration, sekali DEM ME TAK BAWAK GAMBAR. Pergilah seksyen 7 dengan muka peluh peluh amik gambar passport. Sambunglah beratur balik. Time beratur, berada di hadapan, Safwah Marwah eh bukan bukan Safwah Razlan, di belakang Ann Mahfuzah.

Haa lepas dah dapat kunci, naik bilik, bukak pintu, tet tet ternampaklah manusia yang macampernahkulihat, Ellena Razif. Pheww dia ni ke roommate aku? Ceh. Eh tak tak, I seronok tengok yu dalam bilik tu at least ada orang yang I kenal. Lepastu baru I tau lagi 2 orang roommates kita, Ummu Naqibah dengan Safwah. Semua Merbok baq ang. Masing masing dengan personaliti berbeza, mampu survive sampai akhir sem ke ni?

Alhamdulillah, empat bulan dah berlalu, banyak benda yang akan diingat sampai bila - bila hihi. Contohnya, ringtone alarm Safwah yang sering berubah ubah. Awal sem lagu WHO NEXT YOUR MOTHER, akhir sem lagu PERANG. Hahahaha. Alarm dia akan bunyi tepat pukul 4. Waktu dimana gua dengan Elin biasanya baru nak melabuhkan mata. =.=" Dan biasanya gua yang akan pergi turn off. Safwah suka membaca. Disebabkan roommates gua suka membaca, rasanya sejarah dan tokoh Islam macam Saidina Umar, Aisyah, Khadijah semua gua dah pernah tengok. TENGOK je lah. :p

Ummu pulak, terima kasih lah selalu layan perbincangan isu semasa hehehehe. Ummu je yang syok yang boleh layan I nak cerita bab hehehehe. Kan Ummu kan? Kalau orang betul buat macam tu, Ummu orang first lah tau. Hekekehehek. Terima kasih tolong kejut subuh, tolong ingat kan sepanjang satu sem ni :) Ummu juga orang yang buat I tak tinggal speaking kedah. Ummu juga orang yang memberi semangat masa orang berhadapan isu hati satu ketika dahulu. God will never take anything away from you without giving you something so much better, Insyallah. Isk isk terharu. Thank you! Kirim salam Maisarah!

Ellena Razif, thanks. K tu jelah nak cakap pasal kau. Harhar. K lah k lah, elin pulak, errr penyumbang broadband bila broadband gua buat hal. Selain itu dia juga adalah kaki stalk yang bila dia jumpa bahan baru dia akan "Weyh Rin kau tengok ni" dan bermula lah sesi isk isk. Dia juga suka makan sambil membaca. Makan nasi goreng boleh lah sambil membaca. Makan ikan terubuk sambil membaca tengok jadi apa!

Thanks for everything, ex roommies. Halalkan semua makan minum, terambik sama ada sengaja atau pun tidak. Hihi. Nanti dah tak duduk sama - sama, kalau jumpa jangan tak tegoq, satgi ku hawing kot tingkap nek tahwan kot hampa. K geli nya aku cakap kedah. Oh ya, thanks memperkenalkan D'Rempah. Slurrrp.

Bermula lah cuti 4 bulan! Bye yu olzs :)

Its a wrap!

2011-05-06T02:51:00.006+08:00

Okay kita dah ada gambar sama - sama masa umur 18 tahun, masa umur 19 tahun, dan masa umur 20 tahun. Jangan lupa untuk bergambar bila masing - masing dah umur 53 tahun nanti :') Yaa masa tu aku masih nampak macam 16 tahun. Macam sekarang lah, sekarang aku nampak macam 11 tahun kan. Baby lagi aku ni. Thanks.

Takda apa yang lebih seghonok dari duduk semeja makan macam hantu makan dengan orang yang dekat di hati. Walaupun kita dah jauh, eh salah. Walaupun aku jauh sekarang dek kerana DC yang terletak di tengah - tengah Mawar dan Melati, aku tahu aku masih ada di hati engkorang. K!

Camera or Microphone? I chose microphone =.=

A beautiful day, well spent with the super girls.

Happy birthday, Kyra Airaa.

A perfect wrap for this semester I must say! :D

p/s: Rindu bataks, Un & Nat..

2011-04-27T04:10:00.008+08:00

Hai saya KateRIN Middlefingerz.

Okay annoying.

Tuah. Apa tu tuah. No no not hang tuah. Tuah = Luck. Okay walaupun usaha tu mewakili 99% kejayaan. Luck tetap ada role. Walaupun 1%. Kenapa tahun ni saya macam takda luck? Especially part study. Oh my luck, did I drop you anywhere? Nak bajet macam cerita Just My Luck pun takde pulak kiss anyone sampai luck pindah tempat. Oh mana mana mana! Tsssks. Satu benda je yang ada luck tahun ni. Which is, which is... OK bye!

Ok sambung balik. Sekarang persoalan seterusnya, kalau tak dapat kolej, kat mana haku nak menumpang tempat berteduh dari hujan panas petir kilat sabung menyabung? Dah boleh mula kumpul kotak nak tidur tepi jalan. Kesian.

Nak tengok Kate Middleton kahwin please!

2011-04-14T01:43:00.004+08:00

Freckles on my face. Scary braces. Eyes with 45 kg bags.

What else?

Hahuhohihehiafabfoergf.

2011-04-10T23:14:00.002+08:00

Hello people on planet Earth.

I know I know, semua orang tengah sibuk cerita pasal final exam, I sibuk cerita teringin nak makan donut. Siapa ada facebook, twitter I, mesti muak dengar tak habis - habis donut. Ya, sebab muka saya memang bulat seperti donut. Donut memang bulat seperti muka saya. Ah dah, yang penting dah dapat makan donut favourite big apple! Baru boleh concentrate on studies. Haa best tak alasan? Ok bye!

L.O. Peace. E!

2011-04-08T11:06:00.002+08:00

Kadang - kadang kita tak sedar. Kadang - kadang kita keliru. Kadang - kadang kita nampak tapi cuba untuk butakan mata. Kadang - kadang kita mengeluh. Tapi, kadang - kadang semua ni mengubah kita. Kalau dulu bangun pukul 12, sekarang kita bangun pukul 9, kalau dulu takda kicap kita taknak makan, tapi sekarang kita pandai telan jugak nasik walaupun takde kicap. Kalau dulu kalau hujan kita takkan keluar rumah, tapi sekarang hujan lebat pun kita akan redah jugak biar basah kuyup. Kalau dulu kita kita kita. Sekarang bila kita bukan lagi kita yang dulu, pasti ada maknanya.

The best part of you is the fact that you make me listen, yes you do.

2011-04-04T18:13:00.001+08:00

Perangai seperti sampah, selayaknya dilayan seperti sampah. Hantar terus ke pusat pelupusan, tak perlu buang masa kitar semula. Sebab kau mencemarkan alam sekitar, menyemakkan pandangan, menyesakkan nafas. Bye.

Sunday morning

2011-04-03T11:42:00.015+08:00

Hello, sunday.
What's in for today?

Lets just finish it all and go home. I don't wanna be here anymore. So sickening, so annoying, so so so so so. I've just lost my purse, how cool is that? I still haven't applied a new IC, and new atm card, how kewwlll is that? 18 days to finals, how.. Okay nothing cooler than that. I'm craving for big apple donuts, isk isk tolonglah faham. Donut alien yang penuh coklat yang gemok tu isk isk.

Amau honeybee, jangan lupa awak dah kata nak bawak kita pergi makan donut bila kita balik melaka nanti! Okay later can go play play, now study firstt haaa. Bye.

Finishing Line

2011-03-31T12:18:00.005+08:00

Three weeks time. Are you ready people? Eh are you ready, Rin? Minggu depan hari Rabu ada dua test serentak. Tort pagi, Contract malam. Eh takpaa buat test serentak, takpaa, it's okay. Takpaa. Kenapa tak buat Constitutional, MLS semua sekali. Haaa sudah sudah. Salahkan diri sendiri boleh? =.= Esok oral test Arab. Wow ana maaka ya habibi. Okay tu ayat arab paling jiwang yang I tahu. Lepas tu next week presentation Contract, submission of CTUnak5rujukanbukusahaja.

Oh yaa kuiz Kesatria dah settle! I nak markah penuh pleasee! Next week test kawat. Alaa rindu nya petang selasa nanti dah takda gathering satu batch dekat padang kawat tu. Tssks tssks. Okay memanglah semua pun tak suka kena tengking tengking, semua tak suka kena tadah muka bawah panas. Tapi bila lagi nak tengok satu batch kumpul petang petang, dengan semua muka busuk? Issk. And Cikgu Samdin, saya confirm takda jurulatih lain yang lagi best dari cikgu. Hihi.

Baik lah kawan kawan, kawan baik, kawan makan kawan, kawan sekolah, kawan istimewa, good luck lah. Nanti dah dapat 4 flat, dapat hadiah dari parents jangan lupa nombor telefon saya 017385835297509283052.

Hari hari terawal BLS. Woww dah semakin hampir ke hari terakhir.

Yang penting saya taknak kantoi, please god.
Okay, bye!

Okaylah

2011-03-20T23:49:00.009+08:00

Okaylah tak semestinya semua yang kita nak, boleh datang guling - guling, boleh datang dari langit. Kan? Tak semesti kalau tak dapat hari ini, esok pun tak dapat kan? Tak semesti dah hampir dapat, tak boleh terlepas kan? Ha faham? Faham tak? Tak faham kan, so diam. Kalau lah kepala ni kenyal macam bola picit - picit yang kita semua dapat time Dasar Keluarga haritu. Kalau lah semua benda boleh google, lepas tu connect usb terus dekat kepala otak and click send to OTAK. Kalaulah. Okay tak payah nak saiko sangat. Dulu dah bersenang - lenang, dah zaman kegemilangan (yuck) sekarang tuhan nak uji dengan susah - payah. Okay, diri sendiri, paham tak diri sendiri? Okay diri sendiri tengah mengangguk.

Okay dengan kata mudah, tekanan, masalah. Dan bila ada masalah, saya jadi pelik. Saya orang yang susah nak bukak mulut, saya nak cerita tapi tak semua betul peduli. Kalau hari ni saya cerita masalah saya, esok orang mesti dah lupa masalah saya tu. Ni apa sedih sangat ni. Dah dah. Masa macam ni lah saya rindu mereka yang terdekat dengan saya. Nasib baik hari ni saya dan Izyan dapat hamper besar munyee sebab kitorang menang sukaneka, terubat sikit!

Boleh call talian dera tak cerita masalah ni? Dia nak layan tak masalah saya?
Okay boleh sambung buat assignment contract sobs okay. Eh banyak nya word 'okay'. Okay bye.

Tak, kenapa Nobita ikat kain dekat kepala dia setiap kali dia konon nak study?
=.=

Things I hate about You

2011-03-16T18:56:00.014+08:00

Dear AS,

I hate your jokes. I hate the way they make my stomach bursts, I hate your annoying super lame SAPA, BILA, MANA when I attempt to tell you a story =.= I hate your OHTAKUTNYE threat to throw me out of your yellow machine. I hate the way you find my way of eating burger as funny as ANNOYING ORANGE on you tube. And I hate it when you’re not around, and the fact that you didn’t call.

But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you, not even close.
Not even a little bit, not even at all because,

I love you!

Expresso Reunionto

2011-03-16T03:00:00.011+08:00

Degree life sangat saiko. Tiba - tiba kau nampak muka familiar; A dan B yang kau sangka diorang takkan pernah tau nama masing - masing time asasi, tapi sekarang, bestprenporeber baq ang! Ececey cakap orang, amik cermin tengok diri sendiri laa Asmarina. The exact scenario happened to me, never thought that I'll make friends with well you know who you are, people! In some cases, I didn't even know their names, when I was in Kedah. And now, you see me, you see them. Amazing. Life's unexpected. =) I miss Kedah. Everything was sooo much easier back then! Okay back to the main point, last weekend has got to be my perfect weekend so far. Spent time with my superbesties, my old Kedah friends,

Ni gambar surprise,

HAAA TAKNAK TERBELIAK PULAK BIJIK MATA KAU TENGOK GAMBAR PART 1!

And went back to malacca the sweetest hommie, be with the family, dating dengan Amau <3! :p Haaa complete! Opps my dad might be reading this now. Ok dah cukup kat situ je! Yahhh yahh a well-spent weekend =)

2011-03-08T00:13:00.005+08:00

I wish there are extra hours in a day.

Dear Mila,

2011-03-02T11:57:00.005+08:00

bebi Mila

Seperti yang semua orang tau. Eh tau ke. Mila anak kucing kesayangan I. Minggu lepas Mila main - main dekat balkoni rumah, lepastu dia tergelincir mungkin dan jatuh ke bawah. Mila went missing for few hours that evening. Bila I sampai rumah lepas pergi makan malam dengan si Amau, baru adik - adik I bagitau yang Mila was nowhere to be found! Baru nak bagitau! Memang tak berasap lah kan! Nasib baik Mila menyahut bila I panggil dia. Nasib baik I balik hari tu. Nasib baik. Nasib sangat baik. Sebab Mila takkan menyahut bila orang lain panggil, except me. Ye betul. Yelah, tidur sebantal, makan je tak sepinggan. Bayangkan perasaan bila kau dengar anak kucing mengiyau sayup - sayup, dah lah hujan malam tu. :(

Nasib baik ada seekor kucing ni, okay ni macam cerita tipu, tapi ini real, lebih real dari real. Ada satu kucing warna oren ni, dia cepat - cepat jalan depan I and lead me to Mila. Kucing oren kurus tak comel tu stopped betul - betul dekat semak. Miracle kan? Haaa petunjuk tu. Nasib baik jumpa jugak Mila. Paling sedih, kat semak yang tak berapa nak samun tu, I jumpa Mila duduk dalam pasu. Bila I panggil, Mila mengiyau je tak lari pun kat I macam dia selalu buat. Mila mesti lapar sebab dah berejam dia terperangkap. Tambah dengan hujan lagi. I pun angkat lah dia bawak masuk rumah. I nak bagi dia minum susu, sekali bila I letak kat bawah, MILA MENGENSOT, MILA MENGENSOT. MILA TAK BOLEH JALAN. FAHAM TAK PERASAAN TENGOK ANAK KUCING KAU MENGENSOT, KAKI KANAN DIA TAK BOLEH LETAK KAT BAWAH. FAHAMM?

Naluri cintakan binatang I sangat kuat, so I cried. I cepat - cepat mandikan dia, bagi makan, minum susu, and bawak dia masuk bilik tidur dengan I. Esoknya, Mila tak bangun berjalan pun. Mila duduk sepanjang hari. :( Petang tu adik - beradik I for the first time bersatu hati, sama - sama pergi klinik haiwan. Sanggup pergi dari satu klinik dekat Batu Berendam ke satu lagi klinik dekat perigi Hang Li Po. Masa tu lah baru nampak macam mana pinknya hati adik beradik I. Nasib baik takde fracture dekat kaki kanan Mila. Nasib baik just bengkak muscle. Haih tuhan je tahu perasaan I tengok vet pegang kaki dia yang sakit and Mila mengerang. Haih tuhan je tahu bila tengok Mila menggigil takut dengan veterina tu.

So with the medications prescribed by the vet, hopefully she'll recover a.s.a.p. Please :(

Err lepas tu, I pergi makan cendawan goreng favourite! :)

28th February

2011-02-28T20:14:00.001+08:00

2011-02-19T03:46:00.000+08:00

Johnny Depp

J.Depp kalau nyanyi tak sedap dah lama I tekan butang merah! Nasib baik sedap. Kedua tersedap di dunia selepas saya, of course!

Cendol Jonker Walk

2011-02-13T18:57:00.002+08:00

Tajuk apa lah post ni. Kesian mata I, dua tiga hari ni dia asyik end shift lewat pagi. Kesian I semalam memang hari I kena maki. Pergi mana je semua orang pandang I macam nak maki. Ni apa ni? Hari Memaki Rin sedunia ke? Tolonglah faham perasaan orang yang dah lama tak tido awal dan bangun pukul 2+ pm. Eye bag takyah nak cerita laaa, dah lah pakai braces, gigi tengah jongang, muka macam Kak Limah, tambah eye bags pulak? Aiiiiiiih. Tolonglah faham perasaan orang yang dah lama tak balik rumah. Tolong lah faham perasaan anak perantauan macam I ni. Tolonglah faham perasaan duduk berejam dalam auditorium untuk ceramah "SETAN MARAH" dxcvdcdn. Semua orang pun penat kan? Jangan sampai lupa kita ni ada adab nak perintah orang pun, okay? Jangan sampai I marah macam ni ;

~~Ececey marah ke ni. Ehek ehek.~~

Ahaaaaa tapi masa K.I, I menang game crossword puzzle, dapat RM5. Ahhh takpaaaa lah macam tu, dunia pun terasa indah semula. I cadangkan crossword puzzle game dijadikan aktiviti harian dekat FUU. Thanks!

*Rindu cendol jonker walk. Kalaulah Melaka-Shah Alam ni within walking distance, dah lama I berlari balik! :p

you could be my hero,

2011-02-09T15:06:00.005+08:00

You could be my hero, you could be the one who'd jump off the bridge just to save me. You could be the one who'd buy me the paracetamols when headache hits me. You could be the one to scold me if I sleep late. You could be the one that I turn to on my bad days. You could be the first and the last name to appear on my phone screen.

Hey, you know what? You could be my hero.

Or maybe no..

And afterall, you're my wonderwall

2011-02-08T20:26:00.003+08:00

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you,

But I don't know how

Aren't you, dear honey in a jar?

Sebenarnya saya kisah

2011-01-24T02:19:00.004+08:00

Jadi, take note =)

Acting like a lady

2011-01-24T01:51:00.001+08:00

Hai! Ok kali ni memang betul lama tak memblog. Rasa macam a few years ago. Okay overz. Aih time - time broadband sangat diperlukan untuk kegiatan setalk ni lah modem I nak rosak. Pendengki pengkhianat bangsa betul. Okay dah tiga minggu dekat Shah Alam. One word, sangat susah dan penat. Eh tu more than a word. Hehe. I have officially turned 20 on 19th january 2011. Its weird to have the kind of situation where you're filling a form and here's the AGE section. TWENTY. Isn't it like OMEGEEEEE. No more teen isk. Jadi azam saya tetap sama macam birthdays yang lepas lepas: KURANGKAN GELAK HANTU, JADI LEBIH MATANG =)

Dua ribu sebelas

2011-01-01T01:49:00.005+08:00

Hai. Selamat tahun baru. Azam baru? Tak perlu! Sebab ada lagi sebakul azam tahun 2001 yang tak tertunai. So ala - ala orang TOWNZ bertanya, YOUZ NEWZ YEARZ KATZ MANAZ? I new year kat atas katil lah youz. I new year dengan omel - omel sekalian, Omel 1 Alyn, Omel 2 Lila, Omel 3, Ira, Omel 4, Ct. Dan yang paling Omel, Rin. Whoops!

Eh seronoknya semuaa macam hari raya je tauwwz

Happy new year dari I dan Zalila je sebab kitorang je ready.

Ni kita dengan Omel 1.

Jadi ini saja lah aktiviti di malam dum dam dum dam nu yer. Ahakzz.

Semasa berumur 18 tahun

Semasa berumur hampir 20 tahun. Matang tak matang tak? Hihi

Oh ye, menjelang 1 january 2011, omel omel saya sudah selamat membongkangkan diri sambil menguap lima puluh kali dalam masa 2 minit. Omel kan? Ye takde life. =.= Okay lah, selamat datang dua ribu sebelas!

2010-12-17T16:34:00.004+08:00

Sarjana Muda Pengajian Undang - Undang. LW 213. God knows, how grateful I am. To all my friends who will be pursuing their degrees soon, good luck, all the best.

Tadi dalam kereta, tiba - tiba terdengar lagu otai lama, Ella. I love her songs though I'm not much a fan. Lagu wajib jugaklah kalau karaoke. :')

ELLA - SEMBILU

Okay lah. Untuk lebih feel sila google its lyrics.

Okay dah. Bye!

Chocolate Muffins with Almond

2010-12-14T17:37:00.008+08:00

Ehem. Ha apasal macam dah bosan je blog? Apasal macam dah bosan je tumblr? Peredaran zaman ke peredaran umur yang buat I rasa macam ni? Oh mungkin tak syok nak update blog sebab Encik Kamarolzaman might be reading this. I know it, papa. Hohoho. Anyway, duduk rumah ni makin unproductive. Dah rasa macam budak - budak lepasan SPM yang duduk dekat rumah, kerja kira bulu kening ada berapa helai sebab dah bosan sangat. So yesterday I decided to bake muffins. At first, nak buat chocolate cake tapi dah pernah buat, so why not try baking muffins pulak kan kan. Kalau menjadi boleh buat bisnes dari bilik ke bilik dekat kolej nanti kan kan. Kan kan kan?

Kalau rasa buat muffins ni susah, sila pergi belajar goreng telur okay. Buat muffins senang semudah soalan add maths. Eh tu tak berapa nak senang sangat tu. Okay lah, semudah soalan bila kawan yu olz tanya "CERITA ALISA TU BEST KE WEH?" Mestilah jawapan dia TAK BEST, senang je nak jawab! Ha macam tu punya senang lah nak buat!

So inilah hasil cubaan pertama membuat muffins. It needs lil bit more of baking powder as you can see kan. Baking powder lah baru naik sikit. Gebu macam I.. I PUNYA SELIMUT! Haaa. Next try, cupcakes with decorations! :) Wanna try too?

For chocolate muffin, I amik recipe paling senang dari sini; Almari Resipi.

Memula yu olz kenalah pergi shopping mende - mende ni ye

200 gram cooking chocolate

70 gram butter
2 biji telur
50g gula halus
60g tepung gandum
1 teaspoon baking powder

Mula - mula ye, yu olz cairkan coklat, lepas dah cair letak mentega. Bila mentega cair, kacau sebati dan ketepikan. Then dalam mangkuk lain, masukkan telur, gula. Kacau sehingga sebati ye ting tang ting tang alexander! Eh eh eh. Kemudian, masukkan coklat tadi ke dalam mangkuk telur. Gaul - gaul sampai rata, gaul. Lepas tu ye, ayak tepung dan masukkan sikit sikit. Jangan lupa baking powder! Untuk tambah sedap, yu olz boleh tambah apa apa dalam adunan ni, almond ke, chip ke. Haa dah sebati, sekarang amik sudu, sudukan adunan tu elok - elok ke dalam mangkuk kertas yang comel tu. Tabur lah apa - apa yang hampa nak. Oh ya, oven heat sampai 170 degree celcius. Bakar around 20 minit camtu. Jaga jangan bagi hangus! Haa kalau nak tau muffin ni dah masak ke belum, try cucuk lidi. Kalau lidi tu bersih maknanya dah masak, kalau ada melekat lekat, maknanya tunggu lama sikit ye.

Okay, jangan hanya renung - renungkan resipi ni, pi masuk dapur try ye! Kalau nak tanya, sila contact I. Aww. Oh ye, good luck for result intake tomorrow kawan - kawan prelaw!

Awesome-est trip to Tioman

2010-11-12T01:12:00.002+08:00

Trip to Tioman, 4th - 6th November 2010, Berjaya Beach Resort Tioman. Thank you to Ibu Rosni and Ros syamimi for the invitation to join the vacation ;) Mula - mula malu, setelah dibriefing terus excited! Aha, the flight took off two times. Can you imagine? The flight flew about 10 minutes and suddenly tett tett tett (the sound of emergeny alarm). The pilot took a u-turn back to the airport. Thanks god nothing happen, it was just because of the bad weather in Tioman. We then took off again about 15 minutes later. Together with us, Kak Liza yang sempoi habis =)

TADAAAA!

WELCOME TO BERJAYA BEACH RESORT, TIOMAN!

Mango Ice - cream. Cuba sekali nak lagi.

The Second day :

Had an awesome breakfast at Sri Nelayan Coffee House, was all ready in swimming suit. Next activity is, snorkelling at Renggis Island :)

Straightly after snorkelling, we had our lunch and then off to pool. Yeah, berendam selama 3 jam =.=" Nasib baik dapat pakwe Sweedish sorang satu ye Mimi.

Okay, it's time to say goodbye to Tioman

Overall, it was an awesome vacation =)

One size fits all

2010-11-11T21:40:00.005+08:00

Hari ni saya makan pizza. Dah lama rasanya tak makan PIZZA HUT. Hari hari duduk rumah asyik pesan MCD je. Bila delivery sampai, saya suruh adik saya pergi bayar. Yelah malas nak keluar lah, panas, hujan, lembap. Tapi kalau rider handsome, tinggi, hidung mancung, muka bersegi, eh eh hari tak panas pun, alah biasalah kena hujan sikit sikit kan. Okay back to the main point, makan pizza. Tengah sedap - sedap makan entah-berapa-slices of pizza, favourite meatball chicken, tiba - tiba dengar akak pizza jerit dekat kawan dia,

"Woi GEMUK, meja 3 belum dapat garlic bread aaaa"

Gulp. Okay lah, tiba - tiba rasa kenyang. Eh tapi apa lah salah sekali - sekala makan macam tu. Tak gemuk tak tak. Apa salah dah lama tak makan. Tapi baru teringat, 3 hari lepas makan KFC, minggu ni MCD only, eh eh eh MACAM BUKAN SEKALI SEKALA JE MAKAN MACAM TU. Ye.

2010-11-08T10:20:00.004+08:00

Aku tak pernah paksa kau kawan baik - baik dengan aku. Aku pun tak pernah gaduh/ buat salah dengan kau. Wahwah. Kau ni betul betul memalukan orang orang yang dah berumur hampir 20 tahun. Tapi perangai hingusan macam budak pakai baju putih kain biru kasut putih, yang kerja bergaduh dekat sekolah menengah. Aku tak pernah ada sikit pun perasaan dengki atau cemburu macam yang kau konon - konon rasa sekarang ni. GELI. Manis betul mulut kau bila depan aku, sentiasa senyum, sentiasa ber wall post ala ala caring dan friendly dengan aku, concern. PUII. Tak berasas gila kau ni. Asal kau tahu, tak perlulah kau gusar, aku tak hingin berebut dengan kau. Motif apa kau ni? Ah. Aku berkawan dengan sesiapa yang aku nak.

Sungguh tak sangka, masih jumpa perangai sebegini walaupun sudah 2 tahun meninggalkan tapak perhimpunan dan kantin sekolah. GELI.

p/s: Kena tukar cadar katil ni, takut ada orang tak selesa tidur atas katil I pulak nanti

A pink birthday card

2010-10-28T23:26:00.005+08:00

Gua malas nak cakap banyak, hari ni gua bersengkang mata kemas kitchen cabinet, sampai semua tiles dah boleh jadi cermin. Sebab nya! sebab nanti nak pergi berjalan nak mintak duit kat tuan rumah lah kan? :)

Lu pulak boleh seronok seronok dekat hostel lu kan. Gua perli je, gua tau hostel lu kalah pusat serenti. Gua tau lu lagi sanggup dengar gua nyanyi lagu Badarsila Siti Nurhaliza tu dari lu kena dengar Skuad Badar mengomel kat lu. Lu lagi sanggup ikut arahan gua bila gua suruh tipu berlakon jadi gua bila mamat erbsfredsfs nak cakap dengan gua dari lu kena panjat panggar hostel lu. MUHAHAHA. Okaylah, hari ni 28 Oktober 2010 bersamaan birthday:

Walaupun orang kata muka kita tak sama, walaupun orang kata muka lu lebar muka gua bujur walaupun orang kata lu suara dalam gua suara nyaring walaupun orang kata gigi lu tomei dan gigi gua ermmm ah cantik jugak. Yang buat gua makan api, apasal lu punya status facebook dah in a relationship with tet tet. Sejak bila lagi advance dari gua! Okay, selamat hari jadi. Semoga tercapai cita cita lu jadi Marine Biologist sebab gua dah lama macam teringin nak bela Anjing Laut nak buat teman tidur.

Bila tulis dalam bahasa ibunda je jadi macam karangan. =.="

Imma metal breeder ya know

2010-10-27T22:46:00.005+08:00

Hai cantik kan gigi saya. Jom kawan, kahwin pun jom. Oh ye awal-awal pagi lagi saya dah terpaksa merangkak keluar dari comforter gebu macam gula kapas untuk pergi ke klinik. Nak jugak pergi klinik dengan comforter, okay ini bukan lawak kampus. Saya juga terpaksa menunggu giliran lebih kurang sejam akibat hanya satu doktor yang bertugas. Saya juga terpaksa cover cool mann, apabila menyangkakan bahawa nama saya yang dipanggil padahal nama pakcik lain kacxzcbvduy. Hihihi bunyi ketawa malu. Gila hape, jatuh saham pemasaran! (market) Well, saya terpaksa jongang sedikit, dan masih jongang sementara menunggu lebih kurang satu setengah tahun lagi.

Secara purata saya sudah 6 bulan mengimplan dawai kokot di dalam mulut saya, eh tu bukan stapler? Maksud saya dawai besi. Dan mereka yang senasib pasti tahu perasaan apabila dawai ditukar atau diperketat, ya anda yang tidak tahu boleh cuba tarik gigi anda menggunakan alat pembuka tin atau lesung atau playar atau atau atau atau, nikmat bukan? Okay pergi dapur buat sekarang!

Halimah jongang called semalam suruh ganti dia shooting. So bye!

Been there done that

2010-10-15T00:37:00.003+08:00

Have you ever feel so locked up with your own feelings? Two roads laid infront of you, and you have not an idea of which one to take. I don't want to choose, I just want to travel both. I might have chose one of those two, but there's no guarantee that I won't turn back to try the other one. It's life, we never know what it's offering for the future. No guarantee, no warranty. It's on the basis of 'on your own risk'. Get shot and you're dead. Survived and the crown is yours.

Gotta make an emergency call to Zalila Zainal. Been there done that!

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?

2010-10-08T04:55:00.006+08:00

We don't have to wait for the real stars, we can just wish right now.

It's some kind of a moronic feeling to see how people who know us for just a short period are appreciating us more than those people who've known us for what seems like years. I regret knowing you. Yes. There was a time when I couldn't help myself that I even cried for this. I have always been a strong one, but this one thing has shot me deep! You wouldn't have done this if you were the true ones, so I believe I should just forget it.

But when I think about all those prayers which have been answered by God, and all the joy brought to my life by others, here I am, smiling again.

Glitters of Aidilfitri

2010-09-29T22:26:00.005+08:00

Hip hip hurray.

We, the prelawrians have officially done with our final examinations! Err not really, only the seniors. Part ones are still dealing with their papers. Ahha, nevermind adik, you guys can enjoy later. It also marks the end to the title of prelawrians for us Part Three. Yeah, officially no more a foundation student. Here are some pictures during the farewell dinner at SP INN. It was an awesome night, am sure everyone had fun! But come to think about it, yeah haih that'll be our last gathering.

Aww the cutest cupcakes encrypted with "PRE-LAW" :)

Sekitar Pre-Law Grand Dinner 2010.

Good luck, fellow friends! :)

Gambar: Ellena and others ;p

We had season in the sun

2010-09-03T02:41:00.017+08:00

Three semesters have passed, and we have officially met the finishing line of our foundation. UiTM Kedah shall remain in the heart of each and everyone of us. No doubt, it's very hard to wave goodbye. Every beginning has its end, I guess that's how the story goes. Do take care of yourselves, my friends! All the best in the final examinations, and am looking forward to meet again! Don't ever give up, there's a light at the end of the tunnel. Lets live in the present, in remembrance of the memories :)

Some of the best pictures. (Too many best pictures of Merbok!)

I tried my best not to cry during the slide show presentation, classmates. Hahah. Oh ya, I didn't do well in subject Economics, think so. Need to work extra harderrrrrrrrrrrrr for final!

Thank you god, for giving me this opportunity. I've learnt a lot from it :')

Him, who will always be there

2010-08-24T06:08:00.012+08:00

"Kau tempatku meminta, kau beri ku bahagia,
jadikan aku selamanya, hambaMu yang selalu bertaqwa"

Padamu ku bersujud, by Afgan

a theme song of Janji Kekasih, TV3.

Women of steel

2010-08-23T16:54:00.004+08:00

People all, hello :)
We had a class photoshoot today. And as the prediction goes, everyone was like so excited except a few. The routine before the shoot went like, in and out of the toilet, putting on lipsticks to add shining effect, and not forgetting the curly tail of eyeliner. Hahaha. So, thanks god, at last I managed to have a formal class graduation picture. Haish, this will be a piece of precious memory of you guys which is ought to be remembered :) In the meantime while waiting for the photographer :

The women of steel :)

Mischievous Masquerade vs The so happy Witch

ABRACADABRA *smiling*

Erm, House of Bunny? :p

END OF CLASS PHOTOSHOOT,

PL3F SEMESTER JUN - OCTOBER 2010

:')

2010-08-23T03:06:00.003+08:00

DO NOT CROSS THE LINE OF MY PATIENCE LIMIT.

I'VE BEEN LETTING YOU DESPERATE PEOPLE DOING YOUR CRAPPING SARCASM IN YOUR BLOGS, WELL I DON'T MIND. AS LONG AS IT DOES NOT AFFECT MY LIFE. BUT WHEN IT DOES, DEAL WITH MINE.

Shame on you, I've just known your own beloved friends for a month, and they were crapping about you to me, SHAME.

Yes, I can read that poker face

2010-08-21T04:27:00.010+08:00

Hello. No more words from me. Goodbye and happy always, miss.

Am currently filling in the form of application for continuation of studies.

Mintak angka giliran SPM pulak dah. I've been spending my weekend mostly at Bella's room. The floor has never been this noisy until these juniors filled the rooms. :)

Can't have the best of both worlds

2010-08-20T06:10:00.007+08:00

Hello people, I just found my way back. Its been awhile, kan. I'm more to Tumblr these days. What have I been doing in the mean time? Yeah nothing, time is so wasted, and it sounds so me.

We can't have the best of both worlds, now that shoots me. Goal. Maybe I can't change things, maybe I can't just change things, maybe I can't. That's how life should be after all. If god gives us three, he might also take one. We just can't have everything, can't have best of both worlds. Think about all the answered prayers and you'll be grateful :)

Smile : currently having sahur. Milo and roti hotdog :)

Let the stress begin

2010-06-22T12:29:00.003+08:00

I HAVE A FOUR-LETTER WORD THAT CAN TURN YOUR LIFE UPSIDE DOWN.

No, it's not LOVE. No, it's not Food. It's T-E-S-T, hell yeah. Starting with LAW, and then we'll be having Economics test and global and so on until the end of the semester. Get ready, people.

Post Number 199: General Election

2010-06-18T15:31:00.001+08:00

Election Day :

GOODLUCK TO ALL CANDIDATES!

Sedih lepas ni takde mcm ni lagi kat Merbok :/

They made my day, always

2010-06-16T01:11:00.003+08:00

Haaa, dah siap amik gambar macam ni,

baru boleh balik bilik mandi. Kan.

Ha ni gambar Ira dengki dgn gigi besi I!

Huh. OK bye.

Start working start working

2010-06-05T16:38:00.003+08:00

START WORKING PLEASE, DEAR BRAIN!

The 88 - Coming Home :)

2010-05-18T08:52:00.001+08:00

A very nice song, from an indie band, The 88. Enjoy it people :)

These caught my eyes today.

2010-05-17T00:06:00.011+08:00

First, advertisement that made me cringe.

-___________________-"

perlu ke cakap mcm tu.

And this one. I left my laptop for only 2 minutes, and my 9 year old brother typed in the formspring column and submitted this question to my formspring. Hahaha.

M-o-m-m-y

2010-05-09T12:43:00.002+08:00

Happy Mother's Day to all the mothers in the world. A mother's love is irreplaceable. Maybe we can have millions friends, eight kids, or ten boyfriends, but a mother, she is the only one for us, forever :)

Kepada ibu ibu yang suka mendera anak pulak, I quoted this from a song:

"Girls become lovers who turn into mothers, so mothers be good to your daughters too"

Being a mother, it completes a woman's life ♥
(I can't wait)

Ok, siapa sayang mak dia kena pakai baju ni.

Huahua, okay bye!

You're white then you're black

2010-05-09T02:29:00.013+08:00

CONFUSED, FRUSTRATED.

It's amazing how people can change their mind in just a blink.

Katy Peri tells it all in her 'HOT & COLD'.

It's right under my nose

2010-05-07T03:39:00.016+08:00

Susah susah susah. Memang bukan senang. Kalau hidup ni mcm tekan delete, empty recycle bin, memang senang. Tapi baik takyah kalau mcm tu. This is only the beginning, rin. It's okay it's okay. I just got to tell myself, that everything's gonna be okay. Its normal. Life, this is how it goes. I have always been a strong person, so this one won't do me a thing. Hopefully. God bless me. It's okay to be in this kind of situation, just don't make it too long. You need to get up, soon, Asmarina Sakila!

Well, maybe I just forgot how to smile, I guess. It's right under the nose, I forgot that.

2010-04-25T11:37:00.003+08:00

Listening Test, 12.00
Bukak kertas terus baca;

"Held your partner gently..........."

"Make sure your partner is comfortable........"

"Listen to the beat....."

HUH APA NI?

oh oh kk. BALLROOM DANCING RUPANYA. ooooohh.

Right after MUET;
Zalila and I; Mcm babiss. HELO MASSCOM!

2010-04-21T16:16:00.002+08:00

Charice Pempengco, Note to God.
Wuhuu, what an amazing voice :)

2010-04-21T03:10:00.009+08:00

The best thing about being home is that I can always stay up this late infront of tv box, watching football matches ;) With papa's companion. I miss this a lot when I'm away, miles away from home. Watching alone, it's now Inter Milan againsts Barca, live :)

p/s: menyampahnya bila budak laki;
"eleh perempuan ni, yeye je bola dia" =,=

2010-04-20T16:32:00.015+08:00

Yeah yeah. I got these stainless steel iron rods whatsoever fixed on my teeth like 1 week ago. Wanted to get it done quickly, went to Mahkota Medical Centre and Persona Dental Clinic, all in one day. Pretty much a torture at first, didn't get to really enjoy the food. And when you're a bracie newbie, you speak like "oh im fo fungry" which is to be translated as; oh I'm so hungry. Well that depends. No problem, I speak well now okay :)

Oh and that smiley supposed to look like this;

-X-X-X-X-X-X-

p/s: happy birthday Muiz Alias :)

Ainul Athirah

2010-04-19T13:32:00.010+08:00

Happy Birthday in advance, bestfriend :)
Tak payah nak kembang sangat. I love you :D

(In case esok tak online)

Hehehe. Ok tak gambar i pilih utk u ni. ngeh ngeh. syukur tak jadi keluar hari ni, kalau tak mesti kena belanja birthday kau, makan mcd. :D Huaha. Terima kasih duduk sebelah aku zaman sekolah. Hehehe.

♥ ♥ ♥

Like a true nature's child

2010-03-27T03:23:00.025+08:00

"Like a true nature's child, we were born, born to be wild!"

"When I need you.. Just close my eyes and I'm with you.."

"So take a look at me now.. There's just an empty space.."

"Wanted dead or alive! Dead or alive!"

Nothing, just a sneakpeak from tonight's list of songs.

Thirty minutes at the beach, with the warm breeze. Miraculous God-made sky studded with shimmering stars. The Penang Bridge was clearly visible to the eyes. Went for a karaoke session with maksu and her boyfie. I did Steppenwolf, Born to be Wild tonight. So you, i'm ready, now let's see how u, do it! let's kick it start soon! Wink!

p/s: Things are getting better, aren't they? Wish for this, then work it out, make it happen the way we want it to

hundred degree celcius.

2010-03-26T17:14:00.006+08:00

I don't know whether it's the weather outside or it's the temperature rising in me.

why don't u tell me?

Lumos!

2010-03-15T18:48:00.004+08:00

Left alone here, again. I've just started the packing session.
So where to start first? Wish there's a spell to get everything packed in a blink.

p/s: apa kejadah clearance.

Hip Hip Hu-r-r-a-y-y!

2010-03-15T02:06:00.013+08:00

It is finally here, semester two is over.

I'm breathing real deep and am letting it out real slow.

Screammm your lungs outttt, people!

Oh yea, curik dari blog Rda, Anam's birthday celebration :)

I should stop worrying about the examination results, for now.

Till we meet again, next semester, the final one.

I'll miss you all :)

p/s: I don't know why but I hate looking at ur face, nowadays.

Falling right down the staircase

2010-03-14T01:35:00.015+08:00

SCREAMING L-O-U-DDDDDDDDDD!!

It is so not up to the expectation. Even far from it. What's wrong? Which part? I don't care, I'm not getting over this. What drove my madness was when it seems that I wasn't given with any concrete reasoning for this, whatever. Let's get everything done as soon as possible, I can't stand this any longer. I'm dying urghhhhh. And this is not about self-serving bias or anything. You just know u can and should actually secure more than you did. This is just gonna be a real drop.

I hate it when I'm telling, expecting for a listener, and you changed the topic when I'm at the peak of my frustration. Don't make it that fast, it is obvious, as if you're bored with it.I guess everyone will feel the same.

Let's get on the floor!

2010-03-08T00:50:00.006+08:00

IT'S TIME!

Final Ex. starts today with subject library.

Well, I just hope I can really apply all those supsapsupsaps.

good luck people, beh beh beh beh beh beh. God Bless us, Amin :D

Dream big, it's time.

2010-03-06T02:44:00.007+08:00

Dream big, just dream.
It may be an imagination, and may be a reality, sooner or later.

Get ur motor running, head out on the highway!

2010-03-05T15:32:00.006+08:00

So hows this one week? Finished studying? Asked this to myself. I spent two night at Ira's. I'm having this disorder, I can't sleep at night, I'll stay up at least until 6, 7 am. And the next day, I'll sleep the whole morning till afternoon.This is bad, it is, Rin. Rezeki tak masuk tauhu tak. I barely see the morning scene anymore. For today, I'm doing my revision on Psychology and Law. I'll make a real start for Library subject tomorrow. Especially the citations thingy. So, carry marks for Law, checked. Psychology Test 2 has been returned, should start targetting now.

As soon as we have settled with the exams, there's a plan for a celebration with classmates. Looking foward to this, time to chill out a little bit. But for now, kick your ass into action.

Nak makan sup tulang exposis please. Tapi tulang dia tu, wa nak sumbat dekat blogger yang menjerit keluar anak tekak tu. Siapa eh? Wawawa

Asmarina Sakila likes this.

Regarding facebook account

2010-03-05T04:40:00.009+08:00

Yes yes, the facebook has been deactivativated not deleted. No solid reasons. Not because of why or what or who. Don't miss me, people, and of course dear stalkers, I'll give you the chance to bug in my life later :)Will be back real soon.

p/s: semua orang yang cakap "KESAH?", ni blog aku lah bongok.

Supernaturally

2010-03-04T18:03:00.018+08:00

I should be hey! Goddamn studying for examinations.

2010-03-01T21:46:00.006+08:00

Hmmmmm. Rindu kan? :') Dah nak habis Sem two dah.

The big boss' big day

2010-03-01T05:07:00.006+08:00

Happy Birthday, Papa!

Errrr. Should I say, sweet fourty-eight? Ahaha.

Thanks for the unforgettable Transformer joke.

Memang boleh jual lah lawak tu, paaa.

Of all the things,

I am most proud to be your daughter.

And I'll make you most proud being my dad!

I Love You :)

Pride and Prejudice

2010-03-01T04:49:00.005+08:00

As usual, another sneakpeak of Pride and Prejudice before sleep. My favourite classical movie, I should say. And, I love the novel (hard cover warna coklat, lupa lah dah pulang kat library ke belum eh.) addicted to the classical style of writing and this movie, awesome! According to the movie, a woman is consider accomplished if she can cook, sing, play piano and has good social skills. Banyaklah kau, wajib semua pandai piano? Main seruling boleh? Tak relevant for these days. Intelligence works better than beauty, most of the time.

Shoot to kill

2010-02-28T04:57:00.016+08:00

Some people are just too busy laughing at others, they don't see what people laugh at them. Want me to list down the many reasons to laugh at you? Please, for a sec, mirror yourself. Yes you. You whose self conciousness is meagre. You who spend the whole night stalking on people. You who think your giggles ever effect others. Well, the fact can't be denied, you just don't know how lame you have actually been. And that's your actual perpectual incubus, I know. Sudah sudah lah tu. Life's a karma, want me to show you a proof?

Shouldn't we be in a mood of locking ourselves into those notes? Oh, carry marks are coming.

2010-02-27T15:39:00.007+08:00

Bukan nak cakap apa, tapi tolong lah consider sikit. Kalau ye pun nak bagi announcement, tak perlulah berpuluh kali dalam masa beberapa jam. Dah lah speaker tu depan pintu bilik aku ni je ha. Sekuat kuat ya amat. Pagi pagi hari pulak. Whatever lah people.

Huh.

2010-02-22T00:45:00.001+08:00

Believe it or not people, not more than one and half week, and it's the final exam. Sem two has finally come closer to its ending, real soon. Ahh, what a long sem it feels like. :)

Law : DONE
Library : PRESENTATION TOMORROW
Psychology: TEST 2 COMING UP, on the 25th.
Critical Thinking : FINAL TEST COMING UP
Preparatory for MUET : LISTENING TEST COMING UP

FORUM, DONE.
terserlah kepakaran gebang. hoho

so, dah boleh mula study untuk final ke belum?
-_________________-"

Not that strong we thought we are

2010-02-19T01:24:00.005+08:00

Memang susah bila sebenarnya kita tak sekuat yang kita sangkakan. Yang sebenarnya kita dah penat berlakon macam tu.

It's hard to accept when you are actually not as strong as you thought you are. When one day, your tears can no longer be hid inside. You are now at the state of 'fragile than ever'.

The Sweetest Escape of All

2010-02-17T13:13:00.005+08:00

What I love about M2- 04- 05

The floor it is located is a silent area. Since the area is at the end of M2, it is only connected to one other floor.

The floor is very seldomly visited by any sort of cliques. From 10 rooms, only 4 are rooms are occupied.

The toilet is never full, I never have to queue.

The floor is dim. Plus, wireless laju bagi yang tidak menggunakan berokbeng.

MASRIA HEIGHTS, privacy and away from publicity.

Cehcehceh, iklan hartanah.

Gelapp. takut tak, takut tak?

dalam bulatan: tak, takde apa. Saja nak tunjuk gua persembunyian.

Things I dislike about it;

If I open my window all I can see is the construction site. Of course, banglas and their toilets (view dari bilik azira paling clear, sebab tu dia takkan tukar bilik punyaa kan? Err tapi, bilik I sebelah dia je. Errr hehhh. Btw, a lil info about the site, dah nak siap. Hari pertama datang sini, ada cerucuk je. Sekarang dah 60 percent kot.

It is kinda the habitat for CALI. binatang hijau, hulks :O

Of course, because it is way too far from the other classmates, dear mahsurians ;)

Speaker terletak betul betul depan pintu bilik -___-

And, tiada istilah jualan murah. Seller takkan naik floor ni, jarang.

p/s: Lagi satu, dining Masria dengan Secret Recipe tu adik beradik kan. Wow!

What keeps you awake at night?

2010-02-05T04:31:00.016+08:00

Well, I say this:

But this is just not enough to keep my eyes open sebab I dah immune to the REGULAR ones. MILD or RICH would be better ;) (Lila, u are with me in this, kann?)

I'm struggling to finish up at least half of the tasks that have been assigned before the CNY break. So, move your ass, Rin. Yes, this spells l-a-m-e. Isn't it. Another one week before the break, and the house now has three empty slots. Ceh ceh. My brother is at Shah Alam, me here in Kedah and recently, my sister is off to that boarding school, SBP Selandar. I wonder how the house is with just the two brothers and mom and papa. Oh come on, from 5 kids at home and now only 2 left? Admit it mom, you do feel the difference. Hihihihihi. :D

Sure, I'll take this.

2010-02-03T00:10:00.001+08:00

Because there will be a time, when her line of limits is crossed over, she will just choose to walk away. At least to mend her broken self.

It's so close, this close.

2010-02-01T21:36:00.016+08:00

Like thirty seconds to death? WTF?

No, not that thirty seconds to mars. Hi, Jared Letto.

Nah, this got nothing to do with me dying or me taking a sip of clorox. I'm feeling suffocated of my own feelings. It's been a hectic life. Oh well, life as a nineteen year old has just begun. All I wish is, for this, to reward me something, one day hopefully. I've been all too laid back and relaxed last sem.

And this is just a reminder:
stop underestimating people, and watch your words.

(orang macam ni, rasa nak paksa derma darah, suruh nurse buat buat tak jumpa urat darah and cucuk 10 tempat berlainan, biar sampai haemoglobin tinggal 0.01 je.)